Wednesday, October 27, 2010

Relaxation time.

The day is most of the way through... Ive got nothing much to do. Im sitting downstairs talking to mom. Im going to think on this moving thing to make it as fast and easy as possible. 5 days. Thats all the time thats left. Once i get out of the house... It wont just be a mental change... It will be physical too. Ill have the strength... Ill have the happiness id never dreamed id have before i got out. This is insane. Probably why ive been Breaking out in hives. Nerves are high... And im ready to end this.

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Day 1

Now... Just got off of school. Sitting on a bus with the girlfriend. We are going to hang out. Now i just need to figure out what we should do. I could always go with her photography hobby and break out the 35mm... Need to get it ready and in order to move in under a week. So i think we will go take photos for a while. Its time to look at the world in a different way. Lets do some photography today... Exploring this little town. Then maybe some billiards or something?

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Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Prequisite

"dont say it. Just do it" those words echo my mind continuousley. We can claim all we want... But until we do what we clain... What good is it? we can claim left and right, to move mountains, to do anything, but until we go through with it, we are useless. thats my first step. 20 minutes into my first day, and this is all i think, before i go to bed.  now, to get a good nights sleep. normal schedule, up at 6:30, out the door at 7:30 hang with the girlfriend from 4- whenever her parents want her home. maybe get some action. make her feel special. thats my wednesday. lets make this work.

To start out...

To start out.. Lets look into my life. Im 16. I live in a small town in the middle of nowhere. Im about to move out (first of nov.) And i will then be living with my mother paying partial rent. Now... I go to school.. Get home around 3 and leave 5 4 work (mon,tues,thurs) at 5. And i want to get in shape and work on my intel strength and ect. Then its on to social. Im 186 lbs 6'2 and skinnyfat. Im a junior in senior classes... I have a gf... And i want to be built.. Smart and be a little less weird. Im going to document my progress.
Now... Heres what happens. You have to decide if your ready to follow in my footsteps. Cause im going to start out running. Better keep up
Now. We are going to have to go through this... What are the expectations... The alpha... Top dog. Supreme badass.
So. Im going to start this from my phone. Im going to go through my transformation into THE MAN. The man we all want to be.

Friday, September 17, 2010

Live anonymous, Die anonymous
 Call me legion, for we are many, most of you know why im here, most of you understand all im doing. and you shall see, that one day, we will all be free.